They doubted my vision But now I'm a force to be reckoned with Who would've thought it now Staying up late, I'd navigate Through the mess that I made, why you passing out Carry the weight of living to build me a legacy Wanting that solid ground Standing on top of them hills One hand on the wheel, the other is writing down Personal thought, each word that I jot is admired now Each record I drop is a step to the surface Of writing in cursive on higher ground New circle of friends, or even if all my friends are trying to lie about it Whether or not I'm truly supported or if it's a bit of a run around it I'm not the one they should care about Whether they like what I'm doing now If you don't like me that's fine by my psyche I'm tough as the nails they be slamming down My actions are metal, meddle with me And the barrel go straight to yo temple, loud as a kettle With every shot that I rang I aim for the head of the devil now he's a puddle That puddle is blood red, red rum, I know I'm guilty of said gun But I'd rather kill every demon inside Than let 'em deceive me with their tongues Tired of fighting the same things, I'm flying away in a paper plane In need of protection from wind A shelter from rain and all of what's in between I'm tired of reaching for all my vices I need some love and some good advice Whenever it's cold and I feel alone, like nobody cares if I live or die That ain't the truth but every time I'm in it It's harder to prove, I've crafted a noose Whenever I feel like the sadness has taken root Deliver me swiftly before I choose To loosen the grip it has on my neck, unfasten the rope so it slip Falling through knots that I tied it with I'm happy I broke it apart instead I want to live and grow old, retire rich So I get to see to the family biz And they get to know that I'll never quit, I never quit They doubted my vision But now I'm a force to be reckoned with Who would've thought it now Staying up late, I'd navigate Through the mess that I made, why you passing out Carry the weight of living to build me a legacy Wanting that solid ground Standing on top of them hills One hand on the wheel, the other is writing down I can not leave what I want, I see what I want, build me a legacy If it's appealing to God, grow what I've got, a leg up on blessing me I cannot stop my new energy, you're all I've wanted, jealously I will not leave it to chance, you humble my enemies

This gon' be a night to remember I'm gon' need to buy me time for good measure I won't like it if it slip through my fingers Like I tried well, fuck it, at the same time I'm shooting from the hip Click, bang Who do I know? Why does it feel like I'm spinning Out of control, I want it all, I need whatever you got for me send it If I'm in awe, get me the role, give me the digits Bumping these songs you rappers are finished When I'm involved the game is no longer scrimmage I need space, I need to breathe I need real money Believe when I say it's all from the hip I need to feel something Look at my vids, even with blemishes still be legit Give me a couple of years and I will be turning some heads On top my shit, yeah Even if I have to wait for it I will Even if I have to pray for it I'm still Reaching out my hand to the heavens Give me blessings I can bless with when I'm tested With no other option, I got to make it, I'm making progress No other options, got to be patient, like it's a noc-shift Back to the basics, let me arrange it, 'til it be a top ten, I am all out of options What do I know, why do I feel it spinning I want to take all the money and spend it Wish I was better at budgets I got to study, spending my money the wrong way I purchase whatever my eyes see If it's a car I couldn't afford, or if it's a beer from a long day I know it's a shame breaking the bank Throwing it out like the garbage, I need to invest How do I know how to spend it unless I learn from the best It's getting harder to aim, cuz I've been shooting from the hip I want to climb on out the crypt, and take my hands up off my neck This gon' be a night to remember I'm gon' need to buy me time for good measure I won't like it if it slip through my fingers Like I tried well, fuck it, at the same time I'm shooting from the hip Click, bang Said I'm shooting from the hip Now I'm shooting from the hip So if I miss Just remember that I'm shooting from my muthafuckin' hip

It's kinda fucked up, you know We work so hard to provide a life, that we can't even live Cuz we're too busy providing for it I just want to roll up, a low-cut looking fresh, had it cut last week I just want to roll up a dime piece to my left with drip like sleet She ride with me even when I'm weak Even when I'm off a high and I'm feeling my defeat I've been out of my mind try to hide it when I sleep Drama in my life traumatized by the scene I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up I just want to, I just want to (Run it, run it, run it back) I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up I just want to, I just want to (Run it, run it, run it back) I want it, I want to be free Have a little more time for my needs Get me to a house with multi-port grease Car go fast like criminal speed Tip like I'm T.I.P. Got a new whip like strawberry When we go eat sashimi having drinks You don't gotta' worry cuz ya know it's on me Slow it down now, let it glide over rain in the background Turn around don't wait head home for the night No need for the weight to be drag 'round Held down by the pain, let it go, let it fade Let it go, let it free (Dumb on it, dumb on it) Brought down by a chain, let it break into pieces Let it go, let it be, be (Dumb on it, dumb on it) Every show like nothing you have seen before I'm a top it with my topics, I'll relate it like a pro (Like a pro) You might think you got it, think you slick with it run your profits You might say go polish off that liquor with your lips on it If I'm being honest I'm a bit too afraid I'll vomit Plug me back into my socket, let me burn from out the carnage Now, how you fit in? I tried hard but I just don't get it So I had to carve out a lane, that is so outta' frame It's missing and they want to fix my vision Why don't I listen? I try hard but I just don't get it So I had to go down a road that is so out of scope It's hidden so they'll never know I did it I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up I just want to, I just want to (Run it, run it, run it back) I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up (Run it) I just want to roll up, roll up I just want to, I just want to I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry People waiting for me, yeah they praying for me People are hoping and dreaming, and putting their confidence in me I got to show 'em it's real

I kinda like you I kinda like you I kinda like you I kinda like you I kinda like you I kinda like the way you make me feel When I'm with you, when I'm with you I know you want to, you told me we could run away and chill To leave behind all of the bullshit Running, and running in circles again I'm trying to find me some peace I want me somebody who sees what I see when I'm looking outside of my reach Outside of my scope, someone who knows how I think I like to plan for the future, like when we get married Should flowers be purple or pink, yeah I love that Kissing you under the sunset, running my hand through your hair Like it has a new pair of Adidas from upstairs All of my blessings are gifts I still can't believe that I get to see you in that dress Looking at me like you really impressed I want dance, and rock with you slowly 'til nothing is left It's just you and me nobody else So before that day comes, I want to tell you I kinda like you I kinda like the way you make me feel When I'm with you, when I'm with you I know you want to, you told me we could run away and chill To leave behind all of the bullshit Running, and running in circles again I'm trying to find me some peace But I, cannot convince my mind, I'm tired Running, and running in circles again I'm trying to find me some peace But I, but I, I said I kinda like you I kinda like the way you make me feel When I'm with you, when I'm with you I know you want to, you told me we could run away and chill And leave behind all of the I just been forest gumping since a child, find myself lost in a world of regret When they see you and your people as chocolate You never know who's eatin' next You was so different your sweet tooth was damaged A hybrid to others, a gust of wind like Santiago I wish I could blow away with you Your imperfections made you so perfect, taught me how to love my demons Pretty little fears glowing they keep my dreams lucid I'm selfish I wish it was me and nobody else (nobody else) Lonely again I'm wondering if you stare at the moon visit me too We was just friends but I kinda liked you I kinda like you I kinda like the way you make me feel When I'm with you, when I'm with you I know you want to, you told me we could run away and chill To leave behind all of the bullshit I know I like you, I wonder why I fight it It's hard to trust that how I'm feeling is alright when We talk about it like it could be something real Maybe we should talk about exactly how we feel

Sometimes I feel trapped I'm 'bout to make it, got what it takes no double There's only one of me, I got the recipe, get to my bread like it's funnel Taking the cake, ain't playin' no games, not up for debate no rebuttal I'm waiting here patiently, moving in vacancy, get me a spot on that level Cuz I know I got it, I know I got it, I know I got it, yeah Even in a cage, I'ma sing until I can't no more I'ma sing until my lungs are sore Til my lungs collapse, until they give out We all want nice things, a nice dream when I'm sleeping Catch Z's, I find I like what I'm seeing I don't want to stay up, I got work in the morning, I guess I never noticed I'm sitting here in the dark, staring off at the wall I never took no Adderall, and yet my focus won't dissolve Sitting here still waiting for some kinda break so I can fall Asleep at night, it's hard to think if I'ma be alright I see the darkness closing in, I thought it wouldn't leave I took some fifty milligrams of what I should not eat But, I did, and my face on replay I could not shake it for two days and I was lost inside a maze Fuck being poor, I'm down at the bottom You got a Porsche (I want to rob him) Not that I would, but I fantasize of having a life with no money problems I could be cruising, hand on her thigh, foot on the gas instead of illusions (Oh my, oh my) Foot on the gas, instead of illusions Fuck all the talking, I'm 'bout to show you covered in mud with multiple bruising I got to make it out of the debt I made, out of the debt that I made Tough luck, I done built it up, up Why stop ain't no limit 'til it pop, pop (You never hold me like you used to) You never hold me like, you never hold me (You never hold me like you used to) Bad, I'm hurt bad Bad, I'm hurt bad Bad, I'm hurt bad And when I'm hurt bad, bad, I'm hurt bad (Bad, I'm hurt bad) You know I love you and I will until the end I've got a love that can be hard to comprehend It's all because I got you I don't have to bend I get to be who I was made to be instead Fuck being poor, I'm down at the bottom You got a Porsche (I want to rob him) Not that I would, but I fantasize of having a life with no money problems I could be cruising, hand on her thigh, foot on the gas instead of illusions (Oh my, oh my) Foot on the gas, instead of illusions Fuck all the talking, I'm 'bout to show you covered in mud with multiple bruising I got to make it out of the debt I made, out of the debt that I made Tough luck, I done built it up, up Why stop ain't no limit 'til it pop, pop (You never hold me like you used to) You never hold me like, you never hold me (You never hold me like you used to)

We walk around with a stopwatch People think they have forever then our time's up I wonder how long I have How long I'll have on this earth before my heart stop We walk around all the same People always got forever on they brain I wonder how long I have How long I'll have on this earth before the grave Before I take my last steps On this earth, I'll be present with my family So when I sleep and they lay me underground I'll be sure that my people understand me (Whoa oh, oh) Before I take my last breath On this earth, I'll have made sure to live happily So when I sleep and they lay me down underground I'll be sure that my people know I'm happy It's hard to live like I know why We live for the win and then go die I'm wanting more out of my life I'm mad that we killing ourselves Our planet has taken a nose-dive Imagine we find something else Replacing our madness with gold lines We hurting the babies we love Instead of united we trust We can't seem to get it, we stuck in the system Of playing the victim and such So I want to create a law, to love what I got 'til it's gone Cuz I know I can't take for granted the people I love Cuz the life that I live isn't long Alright, let's bring it down for a second I just want to talk about something super real okay At the end of your life and mine We are not gonna say I wish I made more money We're not gonna say, I wish I got that promotion, or I wish I got more bonuses I'm not even going to say I wish I had the number one song Because at the end of my life if anything, what I'm going to desire What I'm going to wish I did more of Is spend time with the ones that I truly loved It's hard to live when I know my Time on this earth isn't so kind People are hurting their own kind For reasons I don't even know I'm Caught in the middle of war mines Imagine we didn't move so blind We wouldn't be building rapport With others who sit on the sidelines Disrupting their safety with sharp knives Is this what they want for their sons And all of their daughters, a world full of traumas On dark sides of a long line are we satisfied When will love we got, I know I can't take it for granted Now all that I have is enough Before I take my last steps On this earth, I'll be present with my family So when I sleep and they lay me underground I'll be sure that my people understand me (Whoa oh, oh) Before I take my last breath On this earth, I'll have made sure to live happily So when I sleep and they lay me down underground I'll be sure that my people know I'm happy All we have is right now, so slow down and breathe

I just run around the playground I never hustle for no way out I never ever got to feel like I'm lesser than my peers We're walking on the same ground My mentality is split, what it doesn't really get Why I got to go to work, while somebody get to sit On their ass getting rich, why we fighting over chips? When we could've had a life, getting all that we can get I don't want to be naive no more, I just want to be free Live a life of luxury, no law, I just want to breathe deep, oh Lord When I'm feeling under pressure, I don't got to go and drink no more Put the bottle in a hole, dug deep Right beside it lay a skeleton of me, six-feet Memories of a past filled with agony to me When I think about it clearly, I was who I had to be I been swimming upstream on an ultralight beam I been riding this high ever since I was a teen I been trying to ask why, but I find no peace Why did Danny got to die? Why they all got to leave? Why do people have to suffer, never get to find relief If I ever get this weight off my chest I'll fly free, I know it I've grown wings, now it's do-or-die You know, it's hard to lose a brother over suicide When we fly in the sky we'll be home free When you flew up in the sky you went home So save a seat for me there when I find peace And when I make it outta' here I'll be home When we fly in the sky we'll be home free When you flew up in the sky you went home So save a seat at the top for me homie And when I make it outta' here I'll be home I close my eyes and picture all my family dead and gone If it wasn't for this music I would probably see you soon But I got some work to do, so I'll see you in a few Keep on watching over me and help me walk out all my truth All this hope but still I lose, life it leave me so confused Back against the wall I'm screaming at the sky wit a burnt fuse Feeling alone, negative thoughts all in my dome Thinking of grabbing this polished chrome Wit a one way ticket to my new home Thanks for asking what's going on Drinking a few and hearing my songs Now, I know that life goes on, talk it out then carry on Grandma thanks for all the love and plenty prayers that got me home And Marcus thanks for all the laughs, I hope your finally wit your mom Cherish the very early morn, grateful for every storm And if it wasn't for my struggles, I would not write these songs I try to be the best I can and pray it out and move along But something always gotta' hit me hard to make me feel real wrong Carry the burdens of this world, taking a toke up out the bong Relieving the stress up out my heart, praying we all get along If I should ever die, I'd be the brightest star up in the sky Voice you talk to in the night, that overwhelming lullaby Keep on reaching for the sky, we will one day learn to fly One foot in front of the other, day-by-day give it a try We losing people daily and I always got a teary-eye One day it's all good, the next we can not even go outside Keep your faith right by your side they wanna' see you mystified Meditate the pain away, envision your life fortified Read between the lines wit yo third eye, decipher every lie Do it for your people up above cuz they're immortalized When we fly in the sky we'll be home free When you flew up in the sky you went home So save a seat for me there when I find peace And when I make it outta' here I'll be home When we fly in the sky we'll be home free When you flew up in the sky you went home So save a seat at the top for me homie And when I make it outta' here I'll be home Life is good though I want y'all to see that life is great Um, your life is great too Have a good time man Have some fun, having fun is okay Get some love in your life Whether that be another person or just loving yourself man Love is good, spread love, spread love I'm out of here, I'll be back soon